Counting down - 5 days left

Where is the time going?  We leave in 5 days - I can't believe it and in 7 we may actually have our daughter in our arms.  I keep crying at odd times, just thinking about seeing her again.  Finally being able to tell her how much we love her and want her to be with us always.  We want to tell her how she will always have a family, how we will love her no matter what.  I just want to hold her and never let her go.  Putting her back on the plane this summer was one of the hardest things I have ever done.  Her room is ready, we have some clothes laid out to pack and my nerves are getting to me.  Our lists have lists but we are slowly and surely getting things done.  Today I purchased a christmas dress for her and a matching sweater for our son.  Not sure if I will pack them for the kids to wear on Christmas or keep them at home and have them wear them when we celebrate here.